a day or two of more rationality.
and then next wave comes.
was it too fast? had it been so unfair to him, that i said i had this in mind for a while now, and yet acting like nothing was wrong, that i hugged him and cared for him as if i wasnt going to break up?
how could he had expected it?
i still feel tenderness for him. and in a way, i felt that i had cheated him by not acting out of ordinary.
a voice reasoned, isnt most break ups sudden? out of the blue?
but after how he had treated me, it is so mean. it's terrible.
i want so badly to talk to you. and hug you.
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(calmed down)
on fixing or patching things. maybe i havent been treating him as an equal. looking through all these articles whether cohabitation will make it better, or remembering how he tried to find out my love language. maybe if we tried to fix it. or if i had allow this conversation to happen. i became too dominant?
(from reddit) Sorry, its time you told Matt this.
He deserves to know, and he deserves the right to make a decision about whether he wants to stay in the relationship when you're secretly unsure.
Related. Now Jen knows how I feel about this relationship. And whether he still want this.
i received a message saying that a credit card has been sent, with instructions to activate it. again, jen, you're in it.
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